New month, new day!

Happy June people! May this month give us happiness and joyfulness :) 

Wipe away my tears,

This past few days, i always felt like i was alone. Alone in my own world.

I felt like there was no one with me, and that was just too hurtful.

I often think of the people who i miss.

I think of all the bad memories.

I think of how much tears that i've wasted.

I think of the people who had broke my heart.

I think of all the hard times that i've been through.

Well i can say that this holidays is such a bad holidays for me.

Cause it made me thinks of all the pains.

I should be moving on by now right?

Yeah, i've moved on with my life. But there's just a tiny pieces of my past left inside of me.

And i really dont know how to get rid of it.

I prayed to God everyday to give me strength for me to continue my journey.

I want to be strong, i have to be strong, and i will be strong.

I cant let other people's selfishness control me.

I am not gonna let the past haunts me anymore. 

I realized that people should start to be happy and stop being sad.

You know why? Because this life aint a place for us to keep being sad and cry.

We should enjoy and appreciate this life. But dont ever cross the limits.

"Hidup ni tak bermakna kalau kita buat orang yang kita sayang sedih"

I really like this quotes. It means something to me :')

And i really hope to all the heartbreakers out there, please come to your senses. Sedarkan diri tu please.

Stop hurting people, mentally and physically.

Quote tu tak semestinya untuk boyf/girlf je, it can be for your parents, your siblings, your cousins, your friends. 

And yes, just keep smiling and held your head up high.

Dont ever give up on something that you like.

Follow your heart, and your brain too!

P/S: Sorry if message dalam ni bercampur campur, cause i really dont know how to organize my words. What i felt and what i thought, i just write. So yeah :')

Ignorance,

I dont know what to write, so im just gonna upload some random pictures of me with the people that i miss :)

My lovely cousin, Aliff and Ada.

Amalina and Aisyah, rindu hangout same2!

I miss this two crackhead too, Sam and Dan. I just miss our old times.

I miss you both too, Hazirah and Aina!

Faci2 kat UIA! Saya rindu kamu semua :')

Mereka2 di JB, sangat rindu okay :')

3 budak yang selalu buat saya gelak, Aliff, Apek and Farish. Imissyou!

Cousin 2 orang ni, Wanie dan Amer. Rindu jugak :)

Those cheerful kids that i miss in Singapore <3

My favorite cousin too, Kak Fara! Rindu, bila nk jumpa and story2?

There is some reason i putted this photo. I miss you so damn much :')

Haaa ini budak Kelantan! Hihi i miss you so much Ainaa :D

This cuties. Aqish, Alia and Raudhah :)

This is not right.

You know what? I dont give a damn about you lah. Why are you being so sensitive like goddamn sensitive?! Asal kau nak terasa lebih weh? I just dont get it. Enough is enough. And stop accusing me with that stupid statement that you always said before this. There's always a limit okay, remember that please. If you're matured enough, please use your brain to think about the right thing. Dont simply accused people! Grow up, would you? -___-

Lazy day ,

Ahhh i am so lazy to revise literature and tasawwur. I just dont know why. And im having a flu and cough right now. Lagi la macam takde mood nak study kan? Haih lawan setan lawan setan *bak kata Pn Azimah :)
Pagi ni terbangun sebab susah nak bernafas, then dapat call from my mum suruh bangun. Padahal memang dah terbangun mase tuh. Then immediately i texted Korie cause i didnt reply his text that he sent when i was sleeping.  But the best thing is, my mum made my favorite food! Serawa durian. You know what is that? Look down here, 

This is how it looks. Best served with bread! 

Besides kek batik, this is my second favorite malay dish. Happy je muka dapat makan serawa sebab dah lame mengidam then tiba2 mak sendiri yang buatkan, mesti lah happy! Mak marah marah pun, tapi mesti buat jugak makanan favorite anak anak dia :) I love you mak <3

Then my mum ajak pegi cari putu bambu cause she want it. Mak pun dah mengidam, hahaha! So we will be going out to KL just to buy the famous putu bambu there. Then we might go to Subang Parade or Pyramid cause i want to buy some presents for my teachers. Memandang celebration hari guru jumaat ni kan, takkan nk tangan kosong je. Tak sedap hati pulak nanti. So yeah, till here! I'm gonna update when i got back :)

Disco Skating!

This is the place, Disco Skating at Subang Avenue. Im not sure which floor, you guys can google it :)

I had so much fun there, seriously. I went there with my sister, and her friend Syed Amir. We arrived there around 3++ . I met Amirul Afif and his girlfriend, and some of his friends maybe. I think i know one of them, Ami Syafiq if im not mistaken? Then i chose rollerblade! Hikhik berani kan? First timer terus pilih yang tuh.

Yes this one, but i wore size 7 :)

But i really think that rollerblade is easy than the rollerskate. For me la, i dont know for you guys. And the fun part is, i still can skate! Wohooo! I remembered the last time i skate when i was in standard 2 or 3. Saya tak jatuh langsung okay tadi, hebat tak? Haha nampaknya cerebellum saya masih bagus sebab boleh balance kan badan. Oh and i had to hold my sister along the track first2. Then when she knew how to skate, she asked me to let her go and she wanted to skate by herself. And i had to carry the camera when i was skating -__-

I saw some of the couple there, awww so sweet! Kadang kadang jealous jugak lah kan. Tengok skate same2, jatuh same2. Hehe nak macam tu jugaaak! HAHA! Then i saw some of the people there make a 'tu tu train' . Ahaha it was fun! We've tried that too, but fail. Tak serentak pun :p

"Tu Tu Tain"

And i'm planning to go there again this Friday with my lovely classmates and my friend, Hanin Nur Umairah! It's gonna be so much fun ! And i am so excited ! But sadly, i have another 3 more paper to go. Then on this Friday, my school will be having celebration for Teacher's Day. Then habis sekolah pegi disco skating pulak, yeayyy! Then cuti sekolah! Weeee but i really have to study on this holiday, my spm is just around the corner. Urhhh i can feel the pressure already. Okay enough, so im gonna upload SOME of the photos here *malas nak upload banyak2. Enjoy people! <3

Cinema cinema cinema!

Nur Kasih.


Yes, that was the movie that we watched just now. My aunties, my mum and my sister went to Pyramid to watch that popular movie. Well, the movie was not really bad. You know why? Cause i actually cried when i was watching it. Hahaha sensitivenye ella! Sorry, i was born this way okay. 


Before i went to Pyramid, i was at Subang Parade with my bestfriend, Amalina Zamry. We ate sushi king! And i actually support my school for 'Shop For Your School' . Haha taktau kenapa, but this year sangat semangat dengan sekolah. Maybe because it is my last year kan? Then we went to Empire to see our lovely and long lost friend working at Serai that is Aisyah Fakri! We miss you girl! And puas lah dapat tengok dia walaupun sekejap je tadi :)


Back to the story about this movie, i can say that i actually realized about something after i've watched it. Ramai manusia kejar benda dan harta kat dunia ni, but tak pernah fikir nak kejar amalan2 baik yang boleh bawak sampai akhirat. Padahal semua bende kat dunia ni semua sementara je. Betul kan? Ape kata muhasabah diri sikit. Tepuk dada tanye selera lah kan? Saya tak kata saya ni perfect, cause nobody's perfect in this world except for Prophet Muhammad. But i am actually learning step by step. Insyallah berubah lah nanti Zalilah ni :)

First day?

Hey ho people!


Well according to the tittle, today is my first day blogging. So yeah, feeling so excited! I had a blog before this, but for some particular reasons i had to delete it. Let bygones be bygones right? There's gonna be a lot of stalker out there who will read my blog everytime i update it, hihihi perasan tak? And yeah, its the truth. Lastly, hello stalker! Have fun stalking me.


Sincerely,
Your idol