You and I collide

I dont know what to say anymore, but today was like a day that i made a shocking decision. I decided to give up. After 7 months, today i feel like giving up. I'm getting tired of this feelings. This one way feelings. Why should i hold on if there's nothing for me to hold on anymore? I was the only one who tried to get close to you. I was the only one who always approach you first. I was the only one who always miss you whenever you're not around. It has always been me. ONLY ME! 

Today, is the first tears that flowed because of you. I dont know, but it feel so painful. It hurts me suddenly. I never thought that you could make me cry. I'm not gonna wait for the perfect time already, no never. Because i know, the more i wait, the more i'll hurt myself. That's it. Im not gonna wait anymore. Ape nak jadi, jadilah okay.